Piccaaaaa

The piccaaaa i learned to take tis few days >_< I love the way i take myself (self lovin )XD I suddenly felt myself so cute Hahaaaaaaa >3<

Spec Yaaaa........

>3<

Smile :)

I like tis..... X3

You're the apple of my eyes

2day i hanged out wif them... My dear, Kah Heng, Su Shun and Yong Shui XD I'm felt sorry to them bcuz I'm late and we lost 10minutes movie XD This reli nice!!! I thought bout him when tis movie begin... Cuz the way the girl push the boy to study same as me and him Bt till the middle not same ady Cuz the boy reli do chase her bt he didnt Nvm... Till the story end... I keep think bout why we dun hav a person in our lifes? Always be thr waiting 4 your love... U can find him if u're helpless Cry and wipe the tears and bi ti wif his shirt XD I juz hope i can hav a boy like this stay by my side Bt whr is he? This movie reli worth to watch. I love the boy in this movie So cute >3< By Jue 30/10/11 21.50

Dream

I juz wake up from my beauty sleep :) And i dream something >_< I dreamed him... I dunno why will be like this i dreamed I walking back to my house He standing in front of my gate waiting for me 0.o Change cloth wif colourful designed >_< Kinda funny XD I walked into my house and then lying on my sofa Im tired, nid to rest But dunno why, i cant have a nap... He keep calling me outside from my house gate He still waiting Den i wake up Walk out from my house He smiled and look at me Felt like so happy I'm cum out finally I felt happy too:) till here.... I woke..... Mayb my brain think it is impossible to be happen... So it let me dun dreaming anymore? Oh well, it reli juz a dream isn't it? Dream.... By jue 28/10/11 12.33 pm

M00D

Today... my dear didnt cum my house T_T Sad... I'm felt lonely tim... Anywhr, I'm stay alone on upstair wif my com ^^ I played Tetris battle in this whole day 0.o Fun man! Gt lose Gt win >_< I think i gotta battle the whole nitez again la XD Today afternoon, I saw him! >_< Playin basketball @.@ My heartbeat grown suddenly cuz I'm have been waiting him these few days and he finally appear :) I sat on my chair, watching him playin basketball I think Im gonna be mad 0.o I decided to go out bought something my maod nid at home When i pass through the basketball field He look at me a few second... Den change his direction immediately T.T Like saw a ghost T.T I felt heartache... The pain flew through the heart then reach to my mind... It felt grey, moody... I keep askin myself Can i stop think bout him? I dunno... The feeling like, I saw him finally bt it is nothing at all Now, the darkness covered the sky... Im watching the basketball field Still think bout the matter at afternoon Why he wan to be like this? Seems like avoiding me.... Please dun treat me like this... Please, I'm begging...

By jue 28/10/11 midnight 1.03am

we fat hao le x33

:D today yileng come my house :D
she taech me many many skills to take picca :D

About him

I miss you. I did.
I'm sorry to let you felt disappointed to me.
I know you miss her so much.
Although tat is hurt to me.
I cant even know wat I'm talking.
I adore you. Yes, I did.
How do you did it?
Loving her so much?
Time is passed but you still missing her?
I'm keep thinking.
Y my love goes so sadness?
Either there is no places for me in 'his' heart
Neither there have another person share the place wif me?
My sadness is not onli from you.
From myself too.
Y I'm gone silly in love?
People are having their happiness.
Where's mine?
I'm long I can have my true, pure, simple love so.


By Jue 19/10/11

To You

I'm sorry if i let u felt uncomfortable.
Sorry for forcing you do something u doesn't like it
Sorry. I just want u to be best
i want for your own good

I always said something cruel just bcuz i scare u r playing me.
Do u? I hope u wont. i really hope.
i asked JY he said u r juz a little bit like me onli.
I mind to the little bit.
He said u wont love me so much, and u r onli a passenger in my life.
i dun wanna like tat.
Y u dun wanna tell me?

I juz hope u didnt delete the video.
i noe im ugly
i dun wan u to delete is bcuz i said "delete it if u r nothing"
u deleted.
tat means?
u r nothing on me
den y u keep doin tat to me?
do u think fun playing wif my heart?
pls... i cant deserve it.
pls dun do tat to me...
im begging




by JU3 12/10/11

My Dear

Anywhere, I don't lonely that all :)
I have my dear now.
and another 2 lesbian partner
Oh well, We alwas 4p together.
HAHAHA @.@
i love my love...
Dears, I love u all.
i wish i can share all of my love to u all
ofcuz left some 4 kenji and leehom too :)
L0V3 YA <3

by JU3 10/10/11

The Feeling In My Deep Heart

I have a feeling in these couple days
I will have a sudden depressing recently
I know I'm foolish because I have a mind to be in a relationship
But who will be the person?
I keep asking I told my friends that i never be in love before
They don"t trust be in first
I reall felt depressing yesterday
I do cried
But who can be the one who can whispering in my ear and tell me
baby, don't cry, i'm here
den hug me softly
oh dear
im helpless...



by Katherine <3 10/10/11 :) SMILE

心事～ ＜3

很奇怪，爱一个人，
当你拥有他的时候，你会觉得理所当然。
你失去他的时候，他的声音，动作，甚至是他的笑脸，历历在目。

我不知道这是什么感觉，在我心里，安静地拨动着～
最近，我经常想念一个人，可是我不知道，那个人是谁。
你可以告诉我吗？
让我知道，我心里的答案。

我不知道我该怎么做？我一直都告诉我自己，不要想太多，林铱珏，你现在要做的，是全力向前冲！
我也不知道，你到底在想什么？
我真的很不能接受，自己喜欢你，我不敢说。
怕你觉得无所谓。
我搞不懂，你喜欢我的吗？
为什么你的态度那么多样化。
我不懂！我不懂！我不懂！
我远离你，你抱怨。
我靠近你，你冷漠。
是如何？
可以给我暗示吗？
我真害怕我再陷下去！
我不想的。
我不想再换来'什么都没有'
我不想像以前，到后来才发现。
我是个白痴！！！
我在这样下去，真的好吗？



By JU3

~甜笑~

I met someone tat I ever met before, he told me tat I'm pretty. He made me smile naturally, I'm feeling safety, easily and comfortable when I stay with him. I can't tell you who is he. But I'm really like him. Yes, I do...^^ By Jue

心情不是很好~

我不知道为什么，给你酱子说我很不开心，胸口闷了几天
我真不知道 ，原来你是这样看我的，突然感觉你很不屑，心很寒
我很想讲出来，但我知道你一定不能接受，不懂哦，很不开心
但突然又很庆幸 ，因为有"你"在
我好想跟“你”说出来，但却表达不了
唉。。算了吧
有些事，还是不说出来比较好，免得造成不必要的麻烦
希望一切都能变得更美好
世界是有希望的！
加油！珏！你行的！



珏 字
9/7/11

~黑人与范范~

很感动，真的很感动~
不知道为什么？看每一段关于黑人与范范结婚的影片
我都会落泪，也许我心中真的很羡慕范范
他真的很幸福，人生中，能遇到真爱的机会并不多
我是真的真诚地祝福她。
要幸福~

愛情裡總要有人勇敢，有人承擔。。。
你是真男人，她是好女人，這幸福讓人感動，
羨慕不是沒有原因。。。祝福你和范范白頭到老！
吴克群说过这句话~

世界上幸运的人不多，各位，请珍惜你身边的那位吧~
别让真爱逃走~

~真好玩~

今天放学遇到了“鼻涕”（我的天啊，雪云，酱子的称呼，蛮倒胃的）
雪云就提议要追他，结果我们跑了整条街，累死了
还辛苦了嘉盈，没头没脑地跟我们跑，还遮不到太阳
哈哈，回想起，蛮好玩的
我发觉我一直跟在他们后面笑，笑得很兴奋
结果到了mutiara，我们有巴士了，可以走人了
可是雪云却说不要走先吧？
突然间，让感觉到，雪云很好
若你是他的朋友，你会很幸福
他真的蛮挺朋友的，
只不过有时会有点缺点啦
不过想一想，若没有她
今天，我再也找不到有谁会愿意陪我这样追着他
就算佳纹也不会
这让我很感动
雪云谢谢你，今天我很开心~

~伪装的人~

有一个人 我曾经听过很多有关她的事情
但我也只是听听而已
直到他跟我说了一句话
“很多人觉得你很发乔，因为你跟了YL还有DD他们”
那句话，一句话影响了我一整天的心情
但让我感动的是，我的好友听了都很愤怒
很替我打抱不平 我很开心
当时，我开始有点不喜欢她
比起她，我觉得我YL和DD这些朋友还好过他一百倍吧？
我认识他们还早过认识她
我为什么要相信她讲的话呢？

过后那几天，我看到她绑那些头发
丑得不得了，结果给训导骂
哈哈（大笑）请原谅我的坏心，我不得不笑你
过后接触了KE才发觉她也很讨厌她
她说她狐假虎威，很贱
也许KE为人大小姐了点
但他一生气就发脾气
这种坦率的表现，好过那女生千百倍吧

最近我跟我妈聊天
她跟我聊到 社会上的一些人
阴险的很恐怖
才发觉原来那虚伪的女人
其实很无知，她以为她的手法很高明，自己很成熟
其实我们任何一个人都比她成熟
大把人比她阴险~

~我并不完美~

以前，我都是在女性朋友口中听到，其实我很漂亮，只是胖
最近，我也在男性友人口中听说
没错，我的确胖

我以前看过一篇文章
它说“在我最丑的时候，我遇见了你“
故事大纲是说，女主角失恋了
伤心的她得了暴食症
理所当然地，她变得很胖
在这个时候，她遇见了一位男生
这位男生对她很好，并没有像她胖
反倒鼓励她，协助她减肥
结果他们在一起了，还很长久

我想说的是，我并不是说胖很好
每当那些男性朋友，甚至是女性朋友跟我说
其实你很漂亮的，只不过你胖，如果你不胖，一定很多人追
我只是笑笑
也许多人追，很不错
但是我想要得，不是这种爱情
我一直在想，也许胖，对自己，对你的情人来说
是一种考验。

我并不屑，那种肤浅的感情，因为这样子很累
当然我也会有发白日梦的时候
每个女孩也会想有一个帅哥男友
男孩也不例外
这我不怪，但现实社会，这种想法
已经成为人家以貌取人这种做法的借口
也许你真的很优秀，很帅，很美
但对于那些没你这麽幸运的人呢？
难道他们一出生就注定要被你们看扁吗？
不是吧？

胖，的确让我自卑，失去了信心
我总是害怕，别人会说我坏话
但唯一没让我失望的是
我交到的好朋友
在他们面前 我总是可以坦然地开怀大笑
无所不谈地聊着
因为只有他们 不会歧视我
虽然他们也会说我胖
但是从他们口中说出
让我不会感到自卑
反倒会让我增加多点信心去减肥
我的好友，谢啦
我会努力的啦
毕竟我也想变漂亮啊

致：将来的我

今天下午，我翻看着昨晚在面子书上，存下来的两性文章。
我反复看着，脑子里冒出了一个想法。
这是我再写小说的时候经常会应用的。
我想着。以后，若被男友严重的误会，甚至说分手。
我想不出声，不解释，然后离开。
我现在是这么写。
可是我并不明白，我以后会不会如此做。
因为我知道，爱情里的人，都傻~
或许，我会死缠烂打地扯着他不放呢~
所以我希望，我今天写下这篇文章。
多年后，再次翻阅，也许会有另一番体会~
BY:KATH