Dream

I juz wake up from my beauty sleep :) And i dream something >_< I dreamed him... I dunno why will be like this i dreamed I walking back to my house He standing in front of my gate waiting for me 0.o Change cloth wif colourful designed >_< Kinda funny XD I walked into my house and then lying on my sofa Im tired, nid to rest But dunno why, i cant have a nap... He keep calling me outside from my house gate He still waiting Den i wake up Walk out from my house He smiled and look at me Felt like so happy I'm cum out finally I felt happy too:) till here.... I woke..... Mayb my brain think it is impossible to be happen... So it let me dun dreaming anymore? Oh well, it reli juz a dream isn't it? Dream.... By jue 28/10/11 12.33 pm

M00D

Today... my dear didnt cum my house T_T Sad... I'm felt lonely tim... Anywhr, I'm stay alone on upstair wif my com ^^ I played Tetris battle in this whole day 0.o Fun man! Gt lose Gt win >_< I think i gotta battle the whole nitez again la XD Today afternoon, I saw him! >_< Playin basketball @.@ My heartbeat grown suddenly cuz I'm have been waiting him these few days and he finally appear :) I sat on my chair, watching him playin basketball I think Im gonna be mad 0.o I decided to go out bought something my maod nid at home When i pass through the basketball field He look at me a few second... Den change his direction immediately T.T Like saw a ghost T.T I felt heartache... The pain flew through the heart then reach to my mind... It felt grey, moody... I keep askin myself Can i stop think bout him? I dunno... The feeling like, I saw him finally bt it is nothing at all Now, the darkness covered the sky... Im watching the basketball field Still think bout the matter at afternoon Why he wan to be like this? Seems like avoiding me.... Please dun treat me like this... Please, I'm begging...

By jue 28/10/11 midnight 1.03am

we fat hao le x33

:D today yileng come my house :D
she taech me many many skills to take picca :D

About him

I miss you. I did.
I'm sorry to let you felt disappointed to me.
I know you miss her so much.
Although tat is hurt to me.
I cant even know wat I'm talking.
I adore you. Yes, I did.
How do you did it?
Loving her so much?
Time is passed but you still missing her?
I'm keep thinking.
Y my love goes so sadness?
Either there is no places for me in 'his' heart
Neither there have another person share the place wif me?
My sadness is not onli from you.
From myself too.
Y I'm gone silly in love?
People are having their happiness.
Where's mine?
I'm long I can have my true, pure, simple love so.


By Jue 19/10/11

To You

I'm sorry if i let u felt uncomfortable.
Sorry for forcing you do something u doesn't like it
Sorry. I just want u to be best
i want for your own good

I always said something cruel just bcuz i scare u r playing me.
Do u? I hope u wont. i really hope.
i asked JY he said u r juz a little bit like me onli.
I mind to the little bit.
He said u wont love me so much, and u r onli a passenger in my life.
i dun wanna like tat.
Y u dun wanna tell me?

I juz hope u didnt delete the video.
i noe im ugly
i dun wan u to delete is bcuz i said "delete it if u r nothing"
u deleted.
tat means?
u r nothing on me
den y u keep doin tat to me?
do u think fun playing wif my heart?
pls... i cant deserve it.
pls dun do tat to me...
im begging




by JU3 12/10/11

My Dear

Anywhere, I don't lonely that all :)
I have my dear now.
and another 2 lesbian partner
Oh well, We alwas 4p together.
HAHAHA @.@
i love my love...
Dears, I love u all.
i wish i can share all of my love to u all
ofcuz left some 4 kenji and leehom too :)
L0V3 YA <3

by JU3 10/10/11

The Feeling In My Deep Heart

I have a feeling in these couple days
I will have a sudden depressing recently
I know I'm foolish because I have a mind to be in a relationship
But who will be the person?
I keep asking I told my friends that i never be in love before
They don"t trust be in first
I reall felt depressing yesterday
I do cried
But who can be the one who can whispering in my ear and tell me
baby, don't cry, i'm here
den hug me softly
oh dear
im helpless...



by Katherine <3 10/10/11 :) SMILE